hai..hai..hai..=p

salam..
pekh..suda sgt lme gaks eh ak tgglkn blog ak neh..sadis2..eheh..

n 4 those yg rjin jenguk2 blog ak neh..sori bebanyakla psl lme tggl neh..

ak sbenanye telalu byk kekangan mse balik umah ri 2..n skang kat klej bz je memnjg
(2 alsn tpunye..alsn jjurnye ak malazz jek..hehek..)

by the way ak mmg byk mnde nk cte kat cni sbenanye..cme kdg2 style ak ak lbey ske pndam mslh ak sorg2 jek..cm x beminat sgt nk heboh2 kat org sal prblem kite kn..huhukzz..

tp InsyaAllahla.. mne2 yg ak leh kgsi still ak nk cte..n ni pon ak leh katekn byk sgt nk cte especially pas last ak update blog ri 2 (erkk..taun pas la kn..heheh) sampai skang..

tah aa..tetibe ble da last2 idup kat 4th neh mkin byk lak pgalaman ske duke ak kat cni..n sgt rse sdey ble igt2 balik, tmpoh mse ak kat cni cme 1 sem je..(lg beberape bln je pon lg kn..)

ble igt2 balik pngalaman ak mse mule2 jejak kaki kat 4th dlu, then byk telibat ngn hal2 klej (meaning sgt aktf..), n smpaila ak da nk tgglkn 4th neh..pekhh leh ngalir ayer mate beb..sdey sgt2..(iklas ni dowh..)

yela..byk sgt mnde ak da lalui kat cni..drp kemanisan pglmn join aktvt2 cm MHS (sesi 06/07), Warisan, Gerai knvo, Aktual, MKB, JKPKEMAS, n temasukla gak join pojek2 org scare x lgsg, cm Semarak jiwa merdeka (SJM), projek2 balai islam n laen2 lagila.2 x temasuk lg ngn mnde2 bst laen ak kat cni cm pengalamn ngn kwn2 kat cni (mostly da nk grad da pon..ak je telopong sorg2 kat cni..huhu=( ) cmpur lg ngn pangai2 org2 yg leh katekn x dpt tmpat pon diati ak kat cni (x prlu kot sbut nme2 2..org 2 pon da blah da dr 4th neh)hmm..sgt byk smpai ak sndri pon rse tensen nk taip kat cni..apatah lg korg nk yg nk bce..hehe

but still..those are the things that will always make 4th bound tightly deeply in my heart..yups, ak mmg akui smpai kdg2 ak sndri x phm smpai ak sggp krbankn mnde2 pnting utk ak cm akademik (byk kali gk kot pnteng kls sbb penat join prjek klej nye psl..haha), smpaila thp ksihatan ak sndri..n smpai 1 thp, penah ade org tnye ak apsl x amek jwtn cm pgg JKP ke, or even jdik JIK ke kat cni (wat pgetahuan korg..ak bkn sesaje ckp besa or nk pasan melambung yg ak nk jwtn2 2, but i really did receive those offers). jwpn ak sng je..SYG 4TH NYE PASAL!

yups..2la intipati keseluruhan smgt ak spnjg idup kat 4th neh..n mse sem lps (3rd yr 2nd sem) ble ak tepkse dcide same ade still nk dk 4th or apply 11th, ak still teragak2 ngn idea nk apply 11th 2.nape?simply becoz it's really too hard to left sumthing that already being deeply in our heart..

n skang..ak da diambg hri2 terakhir kat 4th neh..pekh..hanya ALLAH yg tau cane sayunye ati ak nk tgglkn klej ksygn ak neh.walopon smpai skang byk je org ckp2 kat ak sumting yg bg ak agk x best gak aa nk didenga, cm 'ko 2 da teramat snior kat cni, da 4th yr da pon, xyh nk aktf2 sgt..', tp ak x penah amek kesah pon ngn ayt2 2. bg ak, org yg ckp kat ak cm2 x penah phm ape yg ak rse kat 4th neh, n biala ak sorg je yg rse prasaan 2..

tu jela kot..actually byk g ak nk ngarut kat cni, tp skang da kol bpe da ni. sok de klas g.cm slabe je ak xnk tdo neh.haha.neway InsyaAllah ak akn smbung lg dmse2 akn dtg..n skang ni ak cm ngh becadang nk post smting sal kngan mse MKB 09/10 yg bru pas bru2 neh..tp org2 yg ak da 'arhkn' bagi gmba2 mse mkb 2 xde pon melaksanekn tgs dorg..ngeehehe..

neway 2jela dlu..beta mau beradu dolu..papehl leh je nk kmen or sound jek kat ruangankoranks 2..keh, slamat mlm pakcik amat...ciausss..nytezz..salamxx=)

yo..!

salams..

wa..agk lme gk beta x bukak blog ni yek..

smnjk bz nk siapkn tsis n balik umah 2 3 hri, then ngh bz ngn stadi week lak skang so kurengg la sket ksmptan nk bkak blog neh (ok x alsn neh??haha).em smpena mggu xm ni gk beta nk ucpkn slamat stadi n slamat mnjwb xm kat sume kwn2 smaade yg ske-sy ato x-suke-sy..(alamak..apekah ini??tlg sket..xnk ade politik2 ke pe kat cni kayh..)

n sy gk nk amek ksmpatan mtk maaf kat sume kalo ade tslah silap,tengumpat,temakan lbih ke pe..sori100X la ea..n kalo ade sesape wat sala ngn ak ke pe..jgn riso..ak da lme maapkn korg.so kire kosong2 la eh..huhu

juge kat kwn2 yg akn grad sem dpn,samat begrad la ea.thniah bebanyak ak ucpkn.walopon ak leh je nk grad sem dpn tp nk rpair pnter nye psl, tpkse xtnd gk.bkn sng upenye nk smbung mster,lbih2 lg kat um neh.dorg nye psl la ak kne xtend neh.sapa suro dorg wat syrt nk smbung mster pntr kne ats 3.00.sengal je, da la ak nye ckup2 mkn jek.aduisss...

keh,lst but not least, tenx gak pd sume yg membiu (viewing^-^v) blog wa ni ea.truskn keje muni anda 2.tp mtk maap bebanyakla kalo pape yg ak post kat cni cm bushan ke pe.kate blog sndrik kn..so sukati wa la nk tulih hape pon ye dak??tp kalo ade yg terasa ke pe 2, leh je nk sound ak.sbrg kritikan akn diprtimbangkn sebaeknye..cewah..hehe.keh, till nxt tyme..ciauss

kian jauh..

jauh.....


jauhhh...


jauhhhh...


nape mkin jauhh

apekah tlah ptus sgale hrpn..

tiada lg istilah kyataan

atau kita tidak prnh mgerti keadaan

kita??

akukah??

merekakah??

atau..

KAU??

terima ksih smua..

the true sadness

korg nk tau x?bg ak kn..ksdihan sbenanye adalah ble kita tau perkara sbenanye.mnde 2 kita x expect lgsg-kita asek dk mgharap yg mnis2 tp sbenanye, kmanisan 2 sme cme plsu smata2 bg kita. FAKE!

tp 1 je yg ak leh rspect sal org yg benasib cmni..dorg x penah mgalah ngn nsib dorg sndrik.malahan dorg jdikn 2 as slh 1 pgalaman phit mnis idup dorg.lg pwer ble dorg still x ptus hrpn or still mgharap ngn mnde yg dorg dk tggu2 2..~~but wut bout the reality??is tat 'smthg' awaited for is really meant for them??tahla~~

emm ni sbenanye ni cme slah 1 dr peng'karutan' ak kat cni jek.hsil dr pmrhatian n pgalaman pribadi ak.mybe org len pon prnh mrase cmni gk kn..cme 1 je ak leh ckp, walopon struk mne ALLAH uji kita..dun ever keep the word GIVE UP deep in our heart.idup cm biase..n aggp stiap kklahan yg kita hdapi 2 as motivation utk kita move on for the better 2mrrw..

~~but is it still wrong to keep on hoping..that we can awez have wutever that we ever wanted..or more honestly..things that we want but still they really seem to be very faraway from us?? bak kate my fwen..ha..2 yg kita x tau..PEACE!=)

lgu ni wa ske beb..emm ngh2 xde mdal nk post pe neh lynkn jela ek..haha

"You're Beautiful"

My life is brilliant.

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]
Fucking high, [ - CD version]
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

skali lg..

mode ak skang...agax TETEKAN!byk gle kje nk kne setel lam mse tedekat neh.adula...tp kn..bkn mnde 2 ak nk kgsi sbenanye..kje ak biala ak setel sndri kn..nk kcoh2 pon bkn leh siap pon kje2 2 sme.sbenanye ak nk cte sal smalam (1.4.09-malam pop band feseni). ak rse mst rmai kwn2 ak mntion sal ni gk lam blog dorg.tp biala..ak pon nk ckap gk.haha.logik x korg rse..ngh2 sme org lentok je mlayan show team2 pop band smalam, tetibe show tepakse di'stop' (mmg prosak bhse ak ni kn..haha) sbb ade warning ancaman bom kat dtc 2. bangang gle! apekehe ade org se'tuuutt' (tepkse dicensor sbb x snunuh sgt) 2 tetibe lak nk ltak bom kat c2???tp mmg leh diexpect pon..ancaman 2 prank je sbenanye..tp seyesli ak ckp (tnye je mmbe2 yg grak skali ngn ak smalam) ak mmg bengang gle ngn kje buduhh worang tesebut..ak cm x brani la nk point kat sesape kn, tp cm bleh agax aa spe nye kje 2.tp biala, 2 hal dorang ngn ALLAH.yg pst smalam mmg rmai gle org mnyumpah sranah sape nye kje 2. ps2 x pepasal lak rezat popband smalam xleh bgtau on the spot,sbb mjlis kne ditamatkn sgera ats arahan security n polis. BUNGUKK!!eii..mara tol ak!

ak bengang bkn sbb pe taw..tetibe ak rse cm sgt org bodo dk tggu sket pnye lme smntare dorg dk siasat2 sal ancaman 2 (smpat gk aa mncarut2 ngn mmbe2 ak dk ktuk2 sal kjadian tesebut), last2 xleh nk tau rezat.skali lg..BUNGUKKK!!!..adoilaa..ak rse kalo ak stay bilik smalam dk wat tsis ak ke asemen ke pe da bape banyak ak leh setel smalam.mood ak pon yg mse nk pegi tgk show 2 smpaila kjdian 'cam haram' 2 yg mmg smangat n tebaka gle2..trus musnah ranap..band2 yg prform pas kjdian 2 pon ak da x brape nk lyan da..pdhal show dorg ok jek..emm tah aa..mmgla btul ckp umi ak..lam dnia ni, mkin jauh kita 'bejalan', mkin besepah pangai org yg akn kta jmpe..mmgla mnde2 ni leh mematangkn diri kita tp kdg2 2 sme mmg scara ayt x snonohnye..cm shiaall la.. (em sori bebanyakla ak manyak ckp kasa kat cni yek..tp bengang ak smalam x bes g neh..huhu).haihh..tp biolee..maleh ak nk pikio sesangat..n mlm ni pon ak x taw nk g ke x tgk rezat.walopon hti tebaka-baka nk taw 4th dpt placing no bape tp memikio kn kje yg besepah2 ni, mau bebelah bagi gk ati wa.hehe

em da aa..nk smbung wat kje.yg pling pnting skang da mle ade 2 3 org kwn2 ak yg taw ak da ade blog.sje ak xnk link ngn dorg wat mse tedekat neh,bg sme org sspen sket (cewah bajet siot kn??haha).keh aa.wa ciauss dolu..ariooss..!^-^

d 2nd..

yuhuu..slamat pg suma..em skang wa bru msuk 2nd post..still tade mnde nk ngebang tp lyan jela.mggu ni wa rse sgt berat sbb byk gle kje wa kne setel.tsis g, pezentesen,lab repot..aduiss.tp wa ttap cm biase..stailoo..!haha.skang ni wa still lam poses nk mengedit blog wa ni.walopon cm tegagau2 gak aa tp xpe..pelan2 kayo..korg tgk la t..jadik gmpk gle blog wa ni ha..ha jeles2..haha.keh wa kne besiap.ri ni kne pegi amek sampel tsis wa..dala jaoo kat serdang sne..doit lagi..huhu.k 2 dluwat mse skang.ciauss=)